ramblings 1

the sun's rays can't get through
to warm my chilled mind.

i am numb.
and almost all will has left me.

when do all the troubles end?

i know.
they do not.

and so i fear.
i fear what may come today. tomorrow.

...we can be happy?
...we can strive and achieve the goals we set?
...there are no bounds to what we can reach?

but happiness is so arbitrary and relative
and so fleeting.
and striving towards goals is not a certainty
that those goals will be achieved.
and possibilities are not limitless
but hampered by who you know and what you know.

and if more troubles come
what then?

tomorrow is a question no one can answer.